Moody

if not him, you will not late;
if not him, you will not so far from me now;
if not him, you will not talk such things to me in that way;
if not him, you will not change back to previous way that you did;
if not him, we will not argue!!!

i hate him so much!!!

Do not judge me! Is you force me to do so!

jobless

friends around me almost all get their own job.
only me..
am i did a wrong decision?
i desire for bank or hotel job..
high pay;good benefit.
but now im waiting for the berjaya job..
what's wrong with me?
i even do not know what i,myself want..
i do desire for a bank job..
but i cant stand for the bank job's stress.
how?
anyone can help me???
i really need god to help me!!!

病了好几天，

整个人散掉了，

好像生了一场大病，

一碗暖暖的面；

一壶又甜又酸的维他命C果汁；

一个温暖的拥抱,

有很深很深的感觉，

真的很感激上天将他赐给了我，

我的选择是对的。

Counter Strike

i went back to uni to take my convocation gown today. i date sereen to meet at asia jaya station at 1pm and i will drive there to take her.
i thought i can discover the correct and earsier way to the lrt station..at the end,i failed. haha~ i late half an hour and the sereen standing beside the road waiting me..pai seh ya!

it is the first day for collecting the gown.damn..it's kinda many people..but sereen,chew hsia and i keep cut the queue and finally we are done for the whole process and took around 1.5 hours,if not mistaken.

we went to station 1 waiting for yee qi.of course we were talking about the job searching. everyone has own story to share. it's a good way for us to maintain our relationship.

i believe that we can maintain it for whole life. am i right? ^^

after around an hour, finally yee qi came but we just meet her for really a short while in front of firemen, just to say goodbye.. haha~

at the night,Sun called babe for yam cha..
three of us, driving car round and round in serdang, finally decided to go meisy.

oh! we meet fung,loon,soo,seng,kek wei,and wei jun there. sitting there for awhile and the gang suggest to go cc for counter strike.

*My fovourite game in the cc* piang!piang!shoot u down!

counter strike is almost same as left4dead..funny game! ^^

three of us leave earlier..the others continue dota there,i guess.

i had heineken before mamak, had another one after back home.


heineken, always my fovourite!


oh ya..one more thing, shangri-la hotel called me for an interview tomorrow. good beginning^^

龙虎烩

the baby is looking at his daddy killing the crabs..



Home Made Version 龙虎烩..

I am ready!

机会是留给做好准备的人！

just now talk awhile with jason san via msn call..
the line is bad..keep disconnect..thus, we did not talk much,just a little while..
take care, jason! enjoy your life!

i hope my dream will come true..come faster..come closer..

good luck, stephy! gambateh!

友谊

不懂几时开始，和她的关系变了。。

是因为功课吗？还是几次不赴约的约会？看戏？唱K?或者我的emo?

我真的不懂原因。。

那么多年的好朋友就酱子吗？就酱让它变得双方都互不愿意秋睬吗？

我真的很想问你到底是为了什么。。

first night without you

新年到现在，每一晚都有你陪我入睡
习惯了你的拥抱
习惯了你的肩膀
习惯了你的气息，你的味道

好久没看到你那么忙了
拿了些饭菜到你家
两人匆匆忙忙的吃了就走
然后一个人无聊的去到油站添油，买了mars，买了两盒你曾经告诉我说很久没吃过的饼干

希望今夜的你会过得开心些
我想你

心情复杂

最近不知怎么了
心情很复杂
很多该做的东西，可是就是不知道怎么开始
很多自己不愿意做的事
很多不开心的事
好像突然间很bad luck
好像突然间觉得全世界的人都讨厌我
终于
压抑不住
哭倒在他怀里了
他的拥抱
他的肩膀
他为我擦眼泪
谢谢你让我知道
无论如何，在我需要你的时候，你总是会让我依靠