Regretful night

I was at Opera and bb supposed to have meeting with his carpenter and supplier at Taman Desa and following by drinking session with his friends at Kuchai Lama, but end up he went to Damansara Table 15 with Jason without let me know.

I was really bloody upset with it, honestly. It's not about I don't allow you to go out with your friends, it's about responsibility as a boyfriend!

You want me to let you know where am i going, who am i going with; and have you ever think that i need to know about yours too?

Ya, you did. When you are working, you really did let me know that where are you going today and what are you doing. But why can't you do that too when everytime you wanna to have drinks with your friends? And i will only get know about it when i call you?! Some more everytime when you have drinks with your friends, you will never want to answer my call!

And today, you blame me that i show my temper to you?! and you just ignore me for whole day?! I'm really speechless...

i really don't know what should i do. I should cry? I should laugh? Or i should just ignore?

You know clearly that i don't like you to ignore me
You know clearly that I hate this kind of feeling
You know clearly that I scared of this helpless feeling
You know clearly that you will make me cry
You know everything
You know it...

Sometimes you treat me right; sometimes you treat me in such of sucks way, what do you want me to do bb?
Can you please stop bb?

I just need you to care about my feeling, that's all i want from you..


bb, i want nothing from you.